Sunday, February 04, 2007
Y
will you come back to me?
Yoz. my blog died.
Mani things happen barhs.
Bad things actually..ii was a backstabber..serve mi right at dec 13...
n after that i hav a veri veri lousy life being afraid of almost everything..even ppl i dunno..
thx for all my NsL buddies..thx for being at my side during the darkest period of my life..
Cs,Rich,Ashley,Yx,Cheekit...telling mi theres nth to be scared of...i faced the fact..
Going genting wif a saddening mind..didnt enjoy..
came back sg... slacked wif NsL...
Found out that we hav to cherish wad we hav before it is lost ba..
ii started to be gd to my siblings, my parents..
Mayb i over sensitive...i was scared n rich almost everydae tel mi nt to be scared. THX A LOT.
I mean it lor. =DD
At the end of holidays...Ash told us abt CAPL...was a dota competition.. feeling confident we took part..
First dae of school..I was in 3e..Mr tien.. was feeling quite happy..
However..dun dare look up keep look at floor..guess u guys noe y..
N the thing i afraid most happened.nearly broke down..
Feeling scared in sch the whole week..didnt reali had a chance to explain..
Tis week is the CAPL league.Looking forward le..We are the SiaozBoiz!
Went there at 11..earliest..saw ppl plaeing counter strike..dam hilarious..
Took the CAPL T-shirts n wear it..feeling gd hahas =D
After a while the lame marshal call us le.. feeling rather nervous.Went toilet mani times.
Ok its the drafting time..we are up against..Team sV
We all wanted heads..guess wad it turn up to be tails. suay LOL.even we get first pick oso lose.
They drafted.By order.Chen,Warlock,Sk,Thd,Rk
We drafted.By order.Qop,Loa,Vs,Zeus,Viper.
So we started getting observers.Top lane was mi n yx up against a solo Thd..
Mid lane was qx up against a Warlock.
Btm lane was our gays Richmond n Ashley up against 3 heroes.Zeus,Sk n Rk..
Heard Rich shouting jiu wo jiuwo..When he was planting a ward..he nearly got killed.
Mi n yx was doing quite ok..Problems are qx rich n ash..cnt farm well.
So i decided to run lane..
Died wif qx. lmao dam funni..
Losing a lot 13-1 in early game..
Well, they got rather gd teamwork hahs.
We lost.
Saddening. we felt that there was more room for improvement..
went to hp..lost again. was deciding whether shld quite dota..at last we said no LOL.
Went home wif a sad heart.!
The most scary thing was that since 13 dec. i was afraid of private numbers..
I picked up courageously..it was wad i expected.she called mi..
I tot i had to face it all over again..but she told mi to plae maple wif her.shocked n apologise..
Had the best night ever..feeling relieved..
Everything ended..
School life was ok..Slacking wif NsL..
Blogged after so mani things happen.. Signing off. SaM~
Sorry,i was to childish..
8:21 PM
