Thursday, August 09, 2007
Y
will you come back to me?
Well. I am back again..
Ytd went for the class outing..it was okk..
Went to Plaza..I didnt wanted to go dere..
I hav nowhere to goooo.....i stayed there then..played a few games..
I felt hard...Suan suan feeling coming to me.. i duno wad to sae.
I kinda expected i would end up dere..budden haiz i didnt want to..
Went home wif kG. Thx for ur company. I am scared to be exact.Alone =.=.
Todae morning hav to go for a flag raising ceremony..
Woke up early.. Father drove me dere..
My heart was beating fast..i expected something to happen..
Although ii hav some mental preparations.. i felt a strange feeling. duno how to describe..
Its hard i gues. I cant control my emotions well..
Emoing whole dae..First 3 days of the week are the days i emo MOST.
Todae is thurs n i dun feel gd either.
I wonder when will the time come..Wher i emo every single dae.
I can feel that..its near..very near..
I gues i shall go take up the job..that i was introduced..
So as to run away frm emo..i wan to run away.. Far away..
So dun b surprise if u see me being the marshal of rapture gaming..
The more ii tink.. the more i felt the sour feeling..
I hav to keep doing things so as to cover my sorrow..
DOTA doesnt work anymore..
KaChang issss gone..
I am trying to find an answer to my ques...
I am LOST. i cnt find my way out..
Learning to give n take is not easy after all..
Even if i felt n say ii wana do so.. its hard...Veri hard..
I may look strong on the outside..
I gues constant work can bring away my sorrow.......
I guess ii hav to let go. Its the time. I shall face it then.
Sorry,i was to childish..
1:56 PM
